And the flighty Gemini is back!!!!

Oh thank heavens-I am back. The commit-o-phobe is back and better than ever. I was begininng to get worried too. As for X, I have finally learned to u-turn and for several reasons. Here goes:

1. He's a smother-er
2. Ever heard of the Virgin Theory? It's no longer a theory-It's a fact.
3. We aren't in the same place right now. He's wanting to give someone his heart and I'm not wanting to give anyone anything.
4. Sybil-She's worse. Was nasty to me in front of Turtle the other day-And Turtle not only picked up on it but keeps bringing it up as it puzzles him.
5. I'm not ready to tell my kids I'm dating someone they know AND in continuing to do so I have to. Why would I have to do something I'm not prepared to do? Because his stupid X doesn't understand the difference b/t too much info and honesty. The kids do not need to know every detail of our lives which she feels needs to be done.
6. He's taken to showing up at my fave morning haunt. And I've given up Starbucks for Lent but I may have to take it back just to avoid him in the morning. I feel violated.

I swear I'm not just looking for reasons to ditch and run for cover. I just cannot deal with all of the above. I've tried to make it loud and clear but I'm going to have to draw pictures..I can see it now.